What to do Next...??

So I just got out of the hospital. My heart again. How many times is this now since 2005? Too many to count. All I know is that it's viral, whatever this thing is that keeps fluid building up around my heart and in my lungs. And something about a leaky valve. I'm on a cocktail of meds for the rest of my life, that's the deal. So hard to function during the day when I feel so comatose.

And now I have even more medical bills, since I no longer have health insurance, and I now more than ever could use Nick Cannon's help. If I can just get his attention so that he can see how talented I am. Oh, to have a job writing and creating. To be able to work without stress...